she asked again , and I said no. I couldn't be a good boyfriend this year. I wanted to say yes, but I had to prioritise study over everything else this year. She couldn't wait another year, so we remained good friends.

that was 2 months ago. she found a new boyfriend, who was doting her the past few months. it was her backup plan.

today, she tells me to delete her, and all mutual friends we have between me and her current bf. he probably found out about our past together. she has no choice but to cut all ties off with me. apparently he is mad as hell and probably will "kill" me according to what she says. Well, he is a security guard.

i'm in shock, but i think later i'll feel more sad that it's come to this. I'll probably contact her at the end of the year to see how she is going. I am sure he would have cooled down by then or at least she would have broken up.

Story of my uni life.

It was my new years resolution in 2011 to celebrate NYE 2012 , NOT in sydney.

So here I am in New Zealand, about halfway through the trip:


Day 1 - Flew to christchurch - earthquake just struck the week prior, and the major earthquake in early 2011 pretty much has left the central CBD still in ruins. The entire city is dead. We found a local who played some songs for us on her guitar and took us to the local pub. The street that we were on was somewhat the new "CBD" for people to go to.

Day 2- Travel to Franz Josef Glacier. Long trip, but beautiful views on the way. Rob our driver was pretty helpful. always kept ending sentences with "choice" and "sweet as". I've picked it up along the way. Hostel facilities were pretty alright

Day 3 (December 31st 2011) - Full day walk on the Franz Joself Glacier. Beautiful views, perfect weather. i slipped and grazed my knee. Drinking afterwards at the local bar and NYE celebrations at the Monsoon Bar. Everyone in town came down here. It was a beach theme party. Martin was Jack Sparrow and I was Wally/waldo from "Where's Wally". A success. Fun times

Day 4 - Travelled by bus to Queenstown, "The Adventure Capital". Booked a Bungee session. Had pizza by the big lake, with mountains in the horizon. Kick ass. Checked into the hostel where there is a long, massive incline hill to get there. Sunset here was at around 10PM!! amazed. Also met some Brazilian folk at the Hostel and we had some brazilian BBQ food. Choice.

Day 5 (today) - Visited the town. Had bugers at Fernburger. Pretty decent sized burger and great value. Line was heaps long.

Did the Bungee Jump ("Ledge Jump") with a 43m bungee cord drop. I was pretty much yelling the whole time. Amazing feeling, but I was pretty shit scared. After the initial drop, I thought it was over until the following rebounds made me yell even more. But it was totally worth it.

This is just a random thoughts that I need to put down, there is no logical order about it...


i sometimes wonder if i ever will meet that girl.

I'm sure i will, but its me i need to improve on.

I'm good enough but it feels so hard sometimes.
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I'm pretty sure one of the girls from Korean pop star group 2NE1 wrote a comment on my blog .. can't detail how I know, but I am 99.999% sure of it.

Even though it was just a comment and nothing more could come out of it... It has resulted me in many wasted hours stalking her. She's so pretty and .. Damn it, I should be studying! I actually am now motivated to exercise more.

Needless to say I have a major crush on her now, but it has been a highlight for me recently :)

 

 

4AM sms - you would think its a booty call
but its a call for help. a friend is in distress as she found a cockroach in her room.
Well I was awake anyway, so i went over and killed the damn thing.
Left the place smelling like mortein, so we went for a cruise to a nearby lookout at Homebush Olympic Park.. the view was of a small lake which had a big sign saying "DO NOT SWIM - RECYCLED WATER" .. pretty odd. Then mosquitos came and I drover her back home.

That was the highlight of my weekend .